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Archive of Resistance: Anti-anorexia/anti-bulimia |
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Date: September, 2006 |
By Raisa, aged 16 |
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Anorexia By Raisa, aged 16
I hate you!
You make me sick
You made yourself part of me,
So well I can't divide you from me.
Is this what you wanted?
To see me slowly dying
To make me tired and hungry
To dry my skin
To make me loose my friends
Take away my education
My future
My very life!
Every time I try to loose you
You give me the puppy face!
But that's not how you are
You are gruesome, brutal
And cold blooded
You control my every move
You promise me true happiness
But give pain and sorrow instead
You made me feel accomplished
I felt in control
But you set me up
You were the one in control.
You tore me apart from so many people,
My lovable family
My wonderful friends.
You push my limits
And yet you are never satisfied.
And when I fail
You scar me so painfully
I want to die.
I want to rip you apart
But it seems like that's your goal for me.
Everything is your fault
Don't make it seem like its mine!
Don't give me that innocent puppy face either.
I'm putting my foot down
We're through!
I am happy without you
I don't need you ever again
So when will you finally leave me alone?
Special thanks to my father, mother, sisters, brothers, Olga, Casey, and Tianna. Thank-you, you will always be in my heart.
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